I know I'm crazy

I broke up with previous boyfriend, and apparently i'm on a roll. I met a great guy at the skating rink and broke up with him on his brother's advice. I was being a real idiot and now I regret it so much. He was really nice and I was anything but nice to him (I sent his brother to break up with him for me). Why couldn't I have had a heart?

I must be crazy

Ugh. One more day that I wonder about my sanity. I have a boyfriend (he asked me out a few hours ago) and I'm already planning my breakup with him. I don't really know why. He's just not my type. I decided to go out with him as a sort of test. I guess he failed. This isn't the first time I've gone out with him though. It's the third. I thought maybe the old saying (third time's the charm) might be true. I'm so wrong. He wrestled my brother over an energy drink, chased him into the road (causing my puppy to run after them- am I the only one who worries about the dogs' safety?), and fought him with multiple sticks and other such things. It was all in play, but it was annoying. Then they spent a good while nerding over Pokemon on the computer. But that's not the worst part. The worst part is- I kissed him. Ugh! I don't know why. I'm going to break up with him tomorrow. He was talking about all these other girls he likes before asking me out, so I know he must have a chance with one of them. And I have other people I like as well. One guy is really nice, but he always has a girlfriend. Another guy is really cute, but he's just a flirt. I figure I'll wait until High School. I'll be a freshman next year. Maybe I'll find the right guy then.